Psalm 88 is one of the best places in the bible for a reader to tell when God is on the move since it was unfulfilled when the bible was written. It creates a powerful testimony for a watchmen of Israel to look for. When combined with numerous other unusual biblical feats, it provides an opportunity for watchmen to tell Jesus is getting close to His return.
Since this psalm was unfulfilled at the time the new testament was completed, it is about a person who shows up near the return of Jesus.
Here is what this psalm says. 1 O Lord, the God of my salvation, I have cried to you for help by day; at night I am in Your presence.
2 Let my prayer come before You and really enter into Your presence; incline Your ear to my cry!
3 For I am full of troubles, and my life falls near to the place of the dead
4 I am counted among those who go down into the pit; I am like a man who has no help or strength,
5 Cast away among the dead, like the slain that lie in a nameless grave, whom You seriously remember no more, and they are cut off from Your hand.
6 You have laid me in the depths of the lowest pit, in darkness, in the deeps.
7 Your wrath lies hard upon me, and You have afflicted me with all Your waves.
8 You have put my familiar friends far from me; You have made an abomination to them. I am shut up, and I cannot come forth.
9 My eye grows dim because of sorrow and affliction. Lord, I have called daily on You; I have spread forth my hands for You.
10 Will you show wonders to the dead? Shall the departed arise and praise you?
11 Shall Your steadfast love be declared in the grave? Or Your faithfulness in a place of ruin and destruction?
12 Shall Your wonders be known in the dark? And your righteousness in the place of forgetfulness?
13 But to You I cry, O Lord; and in the morning shall my prayer come to meet You.
14 Lord, why do You cast me off? Why do you hide Your face from me?
15 I was afflicted and close to death from my youth up; while I suffer Your terrors I am distracted.
16 Your fierce wrath has swept over me; Your terrors have destroyed me.
17 They surround me like a flood all day long; together they have closed in upon me.
18 Lover and friend have You put far from me; my familiar friends are darkness and the grave.
Why would God want to do this to somebody? God would do this to somebody in order to control his life so he would be a biblical figure. God wants to dominate this man so the scripture is fulfilled. A man can not fulfill scripture when he is being dominated by a lady.
Why does God want a biblical figure to show up near the end of the age? What does God want him for?
To activate biblical prophecies which remove the message of the cross and replace them with a warning. What replaces the message of the cross? A lot of action which shows how intimate God is with killers. This is necessary in order for God to accurately judge who is allowed to stay for the return of Jesus.
The bible is a worldwide stage and it should be easy for many people to tell when this is happening.
Verse 15 says I was afflicted and close to death from my youth up.
The first time I remember an experience with this verse was when I was about 8 years old. I was walking home from school to eat lunch at noon and then I was supposed to go back when I was done eating. I saw a dog about as tall as me about 500 feet away. I remember a voice in my head that was not my own tell me that dog is going to try to kill you. As soon as the voice said this to me, the dog began to run at me. The fight lasted about 10 minutes. It was winter so I was wearing a thick olive coat, which helped. It would stand up and put its paws on my shoulders and try to put its large mouth on my neck. I kept batting it away. It would turn and run the other direction so it was about 25 yards away then it would turn and charge me. I did not run and stood my ground. It did this same thing a total of three times. Then it got tired and I made it home. I told my grandma what happened and she said I had to go back to school. I decided to go into the garage and get one of my dad’s golf clubs. Then I went looking for the dog. I had seen it cross the street over to my neighbor’s house. It took cover under an evergreen bush when it saw me coming. It hit it pretty hard a couple times and it was snarling at me. Then it decided to get out of there and it ran out on the other side of the bush.
My parents put a sexual predator in my bedroom when I was 7 and I lived with him for a couple years. I threw a jar at his head after rejecting his sexual advances. Then he sprung to his feet and said he would kill me if I told on him. I did not tell on him. Instead, I decided to hit him on the top of the head with my hockey stick. When he would sit down, I would come up behind him and part his hair and find the lump and rub it. I liked doing this better than rubbing his thing. He retaliated by hitting me very hard in the stomach. A couple times I was gasping for air.
These near death experiences were needed to fulfill psalm 88.15 since it says there I almost died from my youth on up.
When I was 23 I overdosed. My heart went into a deadly rhythm. Fortunately it kept working. I saw I needed to quit drinking so I did.
It says familiar friends are darkness in verse 18. This is a reference to demons. I remember when I was about 28 years old I approached God and asked Him to send a lot of demons to attack me. I don’t recall ever wanting this to happen before this time. I was walking around the campus of my local university when I made this request to God. A short time later, the demons came. Sometimes I could see the demons. They liked to follow along near the heads of women. They were shrieking around them. They had enormous desire to kill people. God also permitted the demons to penetrate me. When they did, they would try to get me to scream involuntarily in front of large groups of people. Sometimes when I was talking alone with someone, the demon would try to get me to lunge involuntarily towards them. The demons were never able to do these things, but they came close. I lived near a bridge with a low guardrail with about a 100 foot drop to the river. Whenever I would walk over this bridge, I would get assaulted by demons. They would try to get inside my brain and take control of my motor ability and hurl me over the edge. One day one of the demons that was trying to do this was about as strong as me and I got locked up for about 30 seconds. I had to cry out to Jesus for help this time. As soon as I did this, my head snapped back and I was freed as He overpowered the demon a lot easier than I could.
Once in a while God would let me see the demon that was attacking me but most days I couldn’t. It had a fair amount of air and looked something like a perverted dog. Its hair did not move and it had eyes full of hatred for me.
In 1996 my relationships with demons changed. I was reading some literature, about a Christian belief in an evil antichrist. I also read some literature which claimed Lucifer was the good one and the God of the bible was the evil one. This writer claimed an all powerful guy that supported Lucifer would appear and Christians would all be killed when he showed up. I didn’t agree with either of these beliefs. Instead, I approached God and said we should take that territory for ourselves. Then we would have the most powerful guy working to get Jesus out here.
It didn’t take long for God to respond to this offer. One day I found myself alone in a room with God and a lot of Christians who had been murdered by animals in Rome. As I was standing among them, I looked up at God and said, “This must make you feel like having your own beast”.
As soon as this happened, God expelled the demons. They never have had as good of penetration of me as they had back then. This took place when I did an act of respect for murdered Christians with God, which I hadn’t been doing before this time.
At this time, God began performing around acts where people were dying in the air and on the ground. It says God will do this in Joel 2.30. This action takes place before the day of the Lord.
It is written in Psalm 88 that the person who fulfills this psalm is a witness to the acts of Joel 2.30.
Whenever God has performed around death with me, it has always happened right after an act of respect between us with murdered people. The first time it was with Christians murdered by animals in Rome. The next few times the murders of John the Baptist, Jesus, or the little boys in Bethlehem caused God to respond around deadly acts. More recently, I used the murder victims of September 11 and also Jews on Kristallnacht in Germany in 1938. This worked just as well as with God as the petitions with murdered biblical figures.
I am used to building altars in front of God that are full of the blood of murder victims and watching God strike it. It works everytime for a Nazarite like me. It makes it easy to play the roles created by Daniel.
This is how God fulfilled the need to own His own biblical figure at the end of the age. It was the plan all along, and the only way to make all the words of the prophets agree with each other.
God likes using the blood of murdered people He respected to fulfill His scripture. This is the reason the biblical figure seen in Daniel is so successful at getting God to intervene, because God used the blood of murdered people to create that relationship.
God has used demons in other ways since the rabid ones were expelled. I saw a lot of demons that could speak in between 2010 and 2014. Whenever these demons would come around, I would suddenly be able to speak with a lot more intelligence than I normally can.
It says in verse 18 God put lovers and friends far from me. I think the most interesting experience I have had with a woman so far was with the young German lady God used to fulfill the word of Jeremiah in 31:22.
God used her in several ways I could not.
In 2007 Jesus came up to me and said He was going to send me several women who reminded Him of Adolph Hitler. One of them had a name from some people who traveled with Adolph Hitler. She was very attractive. I met her in France in 2007.
God used her beauty to lure me back to Europe a couple years later. When I arrived in Europe God told me I would see a murder tomorrow. Then the next day I saw one. He did so because God wanted to show me how intimate He is with murder.
A few months later when I was driving in Joshua Tree, I said to God I wanted to marry the German girl. As soon as I said this I looked at a bird sitting in a tree. It had German colors of red, black and yellow. It flew right at my tire and almost died. While this was happening God said I was to be with some people who died in the acts of Joel 2:30 and not with her. I felt sullen. God still wanted me to be the slave in psalm 88.
Then in 2011 God sent some more demons to attack me. These demons could communicate in English well. When the demons would come, God would elevate my voice so I could speak like a genius to the demons. I would tell them I was going to use the prophetic strategy in the bible to crush them and murder together. They were incensed when they heard this. They then testified that the German lady was playing the role in Jeremiah 31 and vowed to kill her. They knew her name. God liked using the demons to testify that I should use her to fulfill the role. God liked giving the demons a role in fulfilling the bible’s strategy against murder.
Some times I agreed to care about the soul of the German lady. Other times I felt like living with her and getting yelled at in German.
So I made a parable to her and put in on her facebook page. I said to her I was driving my car in Joshua Tree and I said to God I wanted to marry her. Then as soon as this happened the most beautiful bird I have ever seen with red, black and yellow feathers flew right into my tire and died. Then I said it made me feel so bad. Then I said I wanted to go back there and make love to somebody and have something better happen then this.
This was a bit different than what actually happened.
The very next day I received a friendly beating in return because of what I did.
It also says in verse 18 my familiar friends are darkness and the grave. This words mean God sends a lot of demons to attack me. It also means I hang around a lot mentally with murder victims.
What does God do to me so I hang around with murder victims? Sometimes I choose to do this myself and other times God enforces it on me.
Once I took two sticks I found in the back yard and said to God these two sticks represent the body of those who followed You and were cut in half for their faith in God.
Then I went to London. One day I just started walking north of the city for a couple hours. I got tired so I stopped to rest in a small public library. As soon as I got there, I picked out a book. This book contained a prophecy by a Jewish man who is not in the bible. He said God would cause a nazarite to carry two sticks at the end of the age. He was right.
God never allows me to do a better job of caring about murder victims then He does. Why, because if I did I it would usurp His authority.
I also have a picture of an 8 year old kid on the front inside cover of my bible. He was killed in a bomb attack on Mexico Street in west Jerusalem in 2002. He had my favorite face of all the victims I saw on the front page of the Jerusalem Post.
I also like hanging around with others who were murdered or who were killed in unfortunate incidents. Some of them are dead baseball players who were on Lakeland. I also like Jim Morrison, who was somewhat murdered. I also notice Christopher Seider, those Americans killed at Omaha Beach among others. I like hanging around with these people because they do not attack me, like living people do. Instead, I care about their plight. I know if I activate the prophetic strategy against murder they got a shot to return with Jesus.
God likes the word in Jeremiah 31:22 for a few reasons. It creates a story which guarantees success when I play the role in Daniel 7. God likes to be known for sowing on top of the holocaust, using demons to participate in their own demise, and His superior intimacy with murder so the killers wont get away with it.
When God does these things with the little horn in Daniel 7 it ensures murder will not last much longer in the world.
God did this to help me fulfill the role in Daniel 7. It says there I say some great words about God.
When it says he is afflicted from youth up it means God arranged death matches with animals, people and demons for my whole lifetime. This makes playing the role of the little horn easier because it is only another one for me.